[Jamil grabs both of Kalim's wrists like he's afraid Kalim might actually bolt out the door right this second. Where his thoughts were frozen a second ago now they're whipped into a frenzy, imagining what might happen if someone were after him and went after Kalim when he was out, how Jamil would be stuck waiting here by himself for hours unable to go look for him and with no way of knowing what happened, and it's somehow only really hitting him now that this is the most helpless and vulnerable he's ever been in his entire life and all he has to rely on to keep him safe is fucking Kalim, the most unreliable person in the world and who probably can't even remember what he ate for breakfast yesterday.
Is he panicking? This feels a little like he's panicking.]
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[Jamil grabs both of Kalim's wrists like he's afraid Kalim might actually bolt out the door right this second. Where his thoughts were frozen a second ago now they're whipped into a frenzy, imagining what might happen if someone were after him and went after Kalim when he was out, how Jamil would be stuck waiting here by himself for hours unable to go look for him and with no way of knowing what happened, and it's somehow only really hitting him now that this is the most helpless and vulnerable he's ever been in his entire life and all he has to rely on to keep him safe is fucking Kalim, the most unreliable person in the world and who probably can't even remember what he ate for breakfast yesterday.
Is he panicking? This feels a little like he's panicking.]